Saturday, October 20, 2012

Not every story has a happy ending

So as I had previously mentioned, AL&AB were also expecting their first child.  After coming home from the trip, they went in for another ultrasound to find out their due date, and as heartbreaking as it is to repeat, the doctor didn't find a fetus, just the yolk sac.  My heart broke into a million little pieces when I heard the news.  I hate how unfair life can be sometimes.  I hate that things like this happen to perfectly good people.  I hate that thousands of people choose to willingly rid themselves of little miracles while people like my brother and SIL live with something that is out of their control.
I can't even begin to imagine the heartache they are feeling, and so all I can do is pray and ask that you do the same for them.

"Daddy please don't look so sad,momma please don't cry. 
Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus, and he sings me lullabies. 
please try not to question God, don't think he is unkind. 
Don't think he sent me to you and then changed his mind. 
You see I'm a special child, I am needed up above. 
I'm the special gift you gave Him, a product of your love. 
I'll always be there with you, so watch the sky at night. 
Look for the brightest star and know that's my halo's brilliant light. 
You'll see me in the morning frost that mists your window pane. 
That's me in the summer showers, I'll be dancing in the rain. 
When you feel a gentle breeze from a gentle wind that blows. 
Know that it's me planting a kiss upon your nose. 
When you see a child playing and your heart feels a tug, 
Don't be sad mommy, that's just me giving your heart a hug. 
So daddy don't looks so sad and momma please don't cry. 
I'm in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies!"

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